ANTI- AGING

It has only been Three years! That's right three years, and I keep thinking what in the world is happening? I am Aging....That's right aging, my skin is not pretty and tan-ish {I guess tanning salons may have helped a bit} but my skin glowed I swear it did. I had less blemishes, and less hormones, and I wore less makeup, because I didn't need it. I keep thinking to myself what the freak happened?

I had a baby, and with that came all sorts of new changes, I have more beauty marks, freckles {moles would be another word} did that happen to anyone else? Sorry to be so open, but seriously, anyone know a good dermatologist? {heaven help me}

I might have to go tanning just a couple of times and see if it helps. A couple of times should do it, lift my spirits.... Although now I fear after one session I will get skin cancer, I am more educated now....

I am 30 years old, I deserve 10 more years of youthful skin. I spent 1+ hours this morning plucking eyebrows and such. I can't stand it! I might need to throw the 5x magnified mirror away because I swear it lies to me.... my pores are not that big... no way.... OMG what is that?

Did I mention that my Right eye twitches sometimes? {stress related I think} and I think my eyebrows are falling out...
{I told Hubby that all I want is a chemical peel, liposuction, tummy tuck, breast enhancement,zoom whitening, personal trainer and organic chef} That's all..... He scoffed at me. How dare he?

And then I came back down to earth.....

For now I will just have to exfoliate and moisturize.................. and drink lots and lots of water